safe havenDew drops on rose petals and mist layered wood Earth made into mountains like only time could Blue tinted sun light sparkling on the sea A wonderland of beautysafe haven
left behind for me A peaceful mystical place to finally call my own Away from forsaken lives Of blood and hate and bone A safe haven to hide in to heal my aching heart Trapped somewhere in my mind to set myself apart
my mirrorI look into the ugliness the shattered glass shows It’s cracked from all the nastiness that no one seems to know Bloody fingers trace my facemy mirror
tears abandon my eyes
How have I come to this surrounded by my lies Dark bags of hopelessness hang above sunken cheeks Covered up with false smiles
when the sorrow peeks Picking up a towel I wipe my tears away
Stop being self pitying is all I have to say I am nothing special a A burden on your life And still it takes an effort to throw down my knife
within meLiquid fire in my bloodstream metal in my veins A collection jar of violencewithin me
to surrender my love in pains How broken is my soul mate when from my soul he’s ripped Learning how to breath again now my coin is flipped Blackening my rib cage with bruises full of spite Huddling in the corner
I never think to fight Swallowed by my emptiness I’m transparent in the sun Left with all my nothingness
a project never done
cavern of tears .I will never forget that horrifying look of sadness in her eyes. The look of a little girl who has lost everything. The unending urge to run over and wrap my arms around her shrinking person. How odd it must look to people. Two teenage girls standing in the mud. Hair crazily blowing around their tired eyes. Standing, still in pajamas, staring at the old memories a pile of rocks at their feet can bring. Top of the pile I read the forever imprinted words, if not in the stone then in my heart, “some things you never forget.” I’ll never forget that grave, or tcavern of tears .
"Undetermined distinctions"Undetermined distinctions between new and old realms of a burning world."Undetermined distinctions"
In a mind of pain… the heart, body, and soul beats out the torments of callings and old words unsaid… as the face haunts every dream. Torn in soul…nothing is clear. Hated minds hoard a forgotten love in the other not found in anything. A burning lust to see… to see all that has been missed, to see it all fall away. Nothing sot, nothing found, nothing torn… the great fight of the souls…dancing in a clouded world of light and love. The tears never seen, the bowed heads never noticed… it is as it was…never to see what will be. Not lost merely unfound. Discarded
My Fierce VanityAnd so here I sit awaiting what may become of me. Kissing the lips of fate with hope and a twinge of fear. Lost in the face of yesterday, damn my fierce vanity.My Fierce Vanity
Searching for mislaid memories and what will soon be, Mourning the loss of December with nary a tear And so here I sit awaiting what may become of me.
Proud as the Eagle, forever fighting hard to stay free. It's always the same, painful year after painful year Lost in the face of yesterday, damn my fierce vanity.
Tossing and turning in the ever turning hollow sea I push you away, while you try so hard to
Devious Journal Entry
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“but i being pore i have only my dreams, i have spred my dreams under your feet, tred softly because you tred on my dreams.”
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~miKe. {ivan} stichface
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"The greatest thing - you'll ever learn - is just to love; and be loved in return..." - Nature Boy [Moulin Rouge]
"Dont Judge a Deviant by thier Avatar" - RLN
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“but i being pore i have only my dreams, i have spred my dreams under your feet, tred softly because you tred on my dreams.”
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~miKe. {ivan} stichface
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“but i being pore i have only my dreams, i have spred my dreams under your feet, tred softly because you tred on my dreams.”
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~miKe. {ivan} stichface
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